Yesterday worked for Disney’s High School Musical Summer Celebration at Singapore Indoor Stadium. Worked for both slots for yesterday’s show. I find the guy who played Zac’s place as Troy really good. What I mean is that he looks like the exact replica of Zac. To top that on, I manage to see Zac’s replica while going for our 2 hour break. WEEHOOOO.

Just as I got home from work, something really pissed me off. I was looking forward for a peaceful rest. After I got out of the shower & I was changing into something that I can sleep in. I saw a gray colored top & it was my sister’s. They went shopping without me & they never even thought of buying anything for me. Every time I get to buy something, my parents always make sure that my other siblings get something to spent. When they went shopping, they don’t even bother about. Seriously, I had enough of this favorism.

Do you miss having official date with me? Well, I do. Do you remember when our last official date was? Well, I can’t because it felt like so long ago. Do you even remember when the last time we went to town together was? I felt like it was the time when I was getting to know you.

I know you might think I’m being selfish & not think about your condition. I’ve waited 2 months patiently for you. It’s easy for you to say that I can go town with my friends. That’s when you really don’t understand what I mean. They are not you so the connection is very different. It’s you that I NEED!!

Envy started building up in me when I get to know you’re going places despite your condition. I’m just curious on why you can go places with your cousins and friends but when it comes to me, it’s a short distance and a short period of time? Thank you so much for showing me where I stand.

All I needed was just one official date that we used to have to relive everything back. Am I asking too much from you?