Urban Dictionary: edumacates even the hippest of cats.

no, seriously.

I’ve been on five different medications in the past month, and none have made me better.

I have this thing called Medullary sponge kidney…or at least I think that’s how you spell it, but it’s also known as Cacchi Ricci disease. I only found out a while ago, it sucks. It pretty much means that my kidneys are gay and look like sponges. Nu jk. I look forward to my next kidney stone. Not. It’s said the pain felt is close to that of giving birth. Believe me, it’s bad.

You’re gonna be asked unique questions, you ready?
orr yisss
Explain what triggered your last kiss?
alex looked sad :)
Where is the person who has your heart?
not here
Ever kissed someone who’s name starts with an “A” or “S”?
no shit
When’s the last time you said you were okay, but really weren’t?
hmm, today
Do you consider yourself lucky?
yes.
i live in a house
i go to school
i have a job
i have a car.

win
Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight?
no. i like my seep
Are you mad at someone right now?
yup
Who did you spend most of your summer with last year?
ffs, friends.
Where did you get the shirt your wearing?
i’m not wearing a shirt D:
Are you happy?
meh
Do you miss anyone?
yessss, fuck you.
Do you believe ex’s can be friends?
I am yet to see evidence of this
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
gracie
Is anything bothering you?
is the sky blue?
Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
the car.
sokay, i wasn’t driving..
What are you craving at the moment?
bowling alley food..
What is more important in a relationship, happiness or trust?
trust=happy

What do you hear?
the buzz of my laptop and the POP of fb chat
Have a best friend?
sure thing
Are you in a good mood right now?
nup
Do you think that you have made a difference in someone’s life?
hope so :)
Does the last person who texted you make you smile?
michelle sure does just that
Is there someone who has made a difference in your life?
lots of people, durr
When is the last time you cried and why?
saturday, blood test. enough said

Will this weekend be a good one?
saturday: tennis 8-10:30,work 12:15-5:15

sunday: homework.
therefore..no
Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?
who does that?
Do you walk around the house naked/in your underwear?
underwear and bra yep sure, same as wearing bathers! hellooooo
What do you do as soon as you walk in the house?
dump my bag on the floor
Do you like horror or comedy?
both!
Where do you want to live when you are old?
cairns!
What did you dream last night?
i had a bunnydog. thats right, a cross between a bunny and a dog. but it died because i fed it bunny food not dog food..
Are you after anybody?
nope
Who can make you feel better in a difficult situation?
Anybody I’m comfortable being around.
What colour are your eyes?
greeeeeeen
What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
ahahah. a baby with alex… ;)
Last person that hugged you?
..a baby, naw.
Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
nope
Have your past mistakes made you wiser?
no fucking shit, dumb fuck
Do you hate to hug people?
i will hug anyone
Do you look at old pictures of yourself and laugh?
YES

the funny thing about being a teenager is everything is an experiment, it’s all new.

the little things hurt, just because we’ve never even seen the big things.

adults think we’re stupid with our mediocre problems, it’s like treating a light shower as a thunderstorm.

you know what? maybe we are stupid.

broke? at least you don’t have a family to feed and a mortgage to pay
sick? at least there’s a couple hundred doctors around to help you out
relationship troubles? at least you don’t have three kids and an estate to divide

I’m chilling out and letting go of everything that’s holding me back…because really, in the most un-corny way ever, life’s only just beginning. Life will suck soon enough, better make the most of it while I can.

In 5 days, It’s mine and Alex’s 10 months. He is amazing.

I don’t want to say too much, I’d rather everybody else not know how great he is, I don’t fancy sharing him anytime soon. Basically, when things couldn’t be worse, he makes them better. I hope he’s my ‘forever’ but even if he’s not, he’ll always be in my heart.
I love you :)