So, I’m in the car with mum and dad going for a roadtrip to Hahndorf, something I’d usually protest. Today, things seemed different. I enjoyed being a passenger in the car…even though it meant putting up with dad’s hooning around tight bends at 120kmph. I realised that for once in my life, I’m happy letting other people take control. Actually, I’m more than happy, it’s what I want. So what if I get hurt, or I’m not happy? I’m already both of those, and I’m sick of being the one that has to do everything. ‘Lets catch up!’ yep sure, in your language that translates to ‘how about you plan something and let me know, and i’ll say yes and then change my mind’…thanks. AND i’m sick of everything being up to me, seriously, grow up. If you want something, say so. Fight for it. Stop being such a child. Stop putting everything back on me, you have no idea how much this hurts. I’ve been trying my hardest to keep everything to myself, but I can’t anymore. Grow up or get out.
